Friday, January 28, 2011


i havent felt homesick yet, but one day this place will get old and i'll visit my old home to find everything changed, and i'll trip out on that, learn something from it, then say fffuck it i'm outta here, and i'll find a new place to go. explore a bit, adventure here and there. settle down for a while, but one day that place will get old and i'll be on the road again and again. this is the rest of my life.

Sunday, January 23, 2011


i found peace lying in the back of a pick-up truck.

Saturday, January 22, 2011


it's been about two weeks here in maui - the beautiful island of maui. fuckin… everything here, so beautifull hahahahh

the mountains
the ocean
the people here
the spirit - the aura
there's something inthe water here that..

i dunno, people just enjoy themselves here

i love it here
i want to stay as long as i can

but i know things are about to get rough
in a good way

i need that stress
i'm already feeling it

school is killer.
the money is runnin'

3 more weeks til i get financial aid from the school
the government
that pell grant is the government's inverstment into my future
they're hoping i'll pay them back someday by getting a job
that's what this is all about.
but i can get a job without a college education
i jusssst have to try - no - i have to do it.

aaright now

i heard that maui is "the most depressed island in the state"
(maybe in other ways too)

but if i can find happiness here…
which i have…

a wise man once told we that
life goes liek this (in waves)


imagnine the entirety of human exiistence as the OCEAN , and every life is a WAVE
not even just humans, the entire everthing…
ripples in an pond, waves in an ocean

all thishappiness, all this love that i've found…
look at it.
it's about to pass.

i can hear the ocean from here
the waves breaking on the shore
like a life ending - the last and final roar of a relatively minor existence

SOJA concert tomoorw
fuckin psyched

but i think i pregamed it too early hahahahahaaa
i'm all outs of beers

ahhhhh i love shoppping for beer

Monday, January 17, 2011

Saturday, January 8, 2011



i'm doing it.

bags packed, ready to go.

flight in 4 hours.

SUPA excited.

beach house, oh yeah.

i need to get some rest before my flight, so i'll finish this later

got no rest, plane ride was awesome, i'm gonna make another post all about it soon