hello cowgirl in the sand

bed bugs and garage sales

night hags vs bed bugs

i'd rather get sleep paralyzed and visited by rapist demon chicks, than eaten alive every night by sneaky fuckin blood suckers.
verdade.

~~~~~

flat tires and sweet deals

got home from the beach after cutting both my feet again, and checked craigslist's garage sales in the area. I found a place up the road giving away free stuff from 2 to 4. it was 3 so i hurried out of the house with a flat tire, biked around looking for the place for about 20 minutes. i found the place and ended up walking away with literally a truckload of stuff for $10.

thanks and praises to alan and pomaikai and their families!

Rock and Roll Suicide

you take a cigarette, put it in your mouth, and feel your fingers risking another cigarette. you don't eat, don't hunger, this is true. oh oh oh you're a rock and roll suicide.

you're old but alive, and too young to die. and how long are you running in the city, the flame burning with nostalgia. oh oh oh you're a rock and roll suicide.

are you afraid of the advancing signs? don't you realize the sun is rising? while you hide in your home, you will not see that what matters is you're not alone.

h no! you're not alone! i won't leave you, even if you wanted me to. look at me, the sun will set, and another time i'll be near you. oh my love, you're not alone. i am here to protect you. let's live our lives for our own good. only us two, no one else matters.

oh my love, the heart is a departing train! the train of the heart is already leaving!! wooOOooOOoo wonderful, give me your hands!!!

I must run, I must move

what came first?
the frantics or the zombies?

i see a future here

i see a future here

i could live happy
i could die happy

when
i don't want to know
not that i'll ignore it
but
i'll accept it as it comes

Let her sleep

This is not a video game

This is not a video game,
it's not a movie,
not a television show,
a cartoon,
a sitcom…

we're not separated by a glass
we're not projections on a screen

there are no cameras trying to capture the moment
this is REAL life
happening NOW
but only if you live it
live now, in the moment
in the present
not in the past
not tomorrow
live today
and finish it
and start again
and finish it
and start again
and repeat for as long as you can stand it


i don't want to watch someone else's life
i don't want to watch my life go by
i want to live my life
not yours
not theirs
-mine

and i'd give up all these simulated realities
to feel and experience
the truth
i want to see it with my own eyes before i go blind
i want to hear it with my own ears before i go deaf
i want to feel it with my own soul before …

...before whatever happens to souls, happens.